I thought I was gonna die last night!? Ha!! My heart can’t even keep up this morning. I feel so horrible. My body hurts EVERYWHERE
Really??  All of this so I don’t get fat?!?!? And for what?  No man in my life and I hate my job!
I don’t know what to do at this point other than to HOPE that i do die and that it’s quick and painless. Only problem with that is, I DON’T WANT TO DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON’T WANT THIS ‘SHIT’ TO WIN!  I LOVE MY KIDS AND WANT TO BE HERE TO SEE THEM GRADUATE, GET MARRIED, AND HAVE FAMILIES OF THEIR OWN!!
I WANT TO KNOW GOD AGAIN AND I WANT GLORIFY HIM, NOT THE ENEMY!!!
How do I end this destructive, hopeless circle I keep running?

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