I am 98% sure that today is the day I will die from a methamphetamine overdose.  I have been using since Sunday. Today is Thursday and I haven’t gone to bed….since Saturday night. In the past 4+ days I have eaten a total of MAYBE 500 calories.  I only urinated once today. My entire body aches and has new bruises everytime I look.  I am so paranoid when anyone is near me that I barely make it through the days at work.
Why the fuck then is, after all the shit I just wrote, the ONLY thing I can think about is putting that needle in my arm again??????
TWISTED, SICK, DEMENTED,  EVIL DRUG!!!

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