Well it’s Thanksgiving and I have been clean for almost a damn week..and not by choice!! Can’t find anything around here.
I am going fucking crazy!! A 4 day weekend with no dope…are you crazy!??
I slept all of last weekend and as much as I could the beginning of the week. I’d come home from work, be in bed by 6pm and not wake-up until 6am. Don’t even get me started on how much weight I’ve put on!! All I do is eat and oh how I crave diet pepsi and anything with sugar! I counted my calorie intake one day and it was over 2,000! Wtf!?

Anyways, this clean life will never be for me. I feel 100 times worse since I was forced to quit. That’s all. I’m in a terribly bitchy mood.

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