Hi. I was so ready to quit this time. Made it almost 5 days. I went through 2 days of pure sleep. Then today I just couldn’t even function /focus /feel like myself. All I could think over and over and over again was how just a little bump of the shit would calm me down and take away all of my worries. I don’t even like people anymore unless I’m high. Not real high….just to maintain. I only did about a quarter (of a gram) tonight and that’ll last me until this afternoon/evening at least. That’s only $140.00/ week to maintain or $560.00/ month. I’m not too bad with it. I just need to keep a certain level to feel normal is all. If I’m careful with it….which is so hard.!!

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