Sorry …had to take a minute there.
I am so fucking fed up with feeling like this!!
I hate that my fingernails and toenails are literally being eaten off my skin.
I hate that my hair is falling out.
I hate that my once beautiful, white teeth are rotting out a little more every day.
I hate that I have aged so much.
I hate not being able to function without the monster. I thought last week I was gonna do it. I made it 5 whole days with nothing. I ended up taking the entire week off from work ‘sick’ because I couldn’t get out of bed, but I really thought I could do it. The day I had to go back to work, I literally couldn’t calm myself without a hit. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
What did I do to deserve this sentence in life???!!!!!??????
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