I started using again. Why? Because I am getting too fat. I’ve gone from 135lbs. to 155lbs. I know, eat healthier and exercise, right? Not so easy though. As a recovering meth addict, my metabolism got so fucked up, it’s darn near impossible to lose weight. I have tried and tried. So, I resort to what has always worked. A couple of weeks and I’ll be down 20lbs. Then I can go off the shit again. Win, win….RIGHT????
March 22, 2015 at 05:14
As a fellow recovering meth addict, I know the craziness of it all. I know the pain of the weight gain. I hope you find the strength to stop using, and to do the right thing for yourself.
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March 22, 2015 at 05:32
Thank you for your encouragement Dave! It means so much to me.
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March 22, 2015 at 05:33
The mantras are true for us: just one day (sometimes just one hour!) at a time!
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March 22, 2015 at 05:34
I hear that…some days it just one second at a time.
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March 22, 2015 at 05:35
Yeah – those are the tough days, when I have my sponsor on the phone, helping me talk myself down.
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