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What is happening to me???

I am posting 2 pictures of red spots that have recently began appearing on the arm I shoot dope up in.

The first one, which I found about a month ago, is located approx. three inches from the injection site. Now I have 7 on that arm and 2 on my side, about an inch below my breast.
They are the size of a pencil eraser, slightly raised, red, and itch like crazy a couple of times a week.
What is happening to me?????

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The end..??

I am 98% sure that today is the day I will die from a methamphetamine overdose.  I have been using since Sunday. Today is Thursday and I haven’t gone to bed….since Saturday night. In the past 4+ days I have eaten a total of MAYBE 500 calories.  I only urinated once today. My entire body aches and has new bruises everytime I look.  I am so paranoid when anyone is near me that I barely make it through the days at work.
Why the fuck then is, after all the shit I just wrote, the ONLY thing I can think about is putting that needle in my arm again??????
TWISTED, SICK, DEMENTED,  EVIL DRUG!!!

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